This is my 3rd post...May, 30.

When I wrote here, for the 3rd times,
I'm in unstable emotional that obviously destructed my day and my thought.
Arggghhh..
What was happen to me?
The main point is I'm really worried about my future.
I felt challenged by 'something'.
Everybody had their own desired in build their future.
Everyone knows the best for themselves.
But how about me?
When will I starts my career??
Only me can change myself, only me will determined my future besides of my fate-